okay since myspace is down right now...........

im so bored that im on xanga. isnt that horrible?

i went to Richmond and Williamsburg today. im so happy cuz i bought this book at Urban outfitters entitled 99 Ways To Cut, Sew, Trim & Tie Your T-Shirt Into Something Special. yeeeeee; i already have like 12 billion pages bookmarked in it. at the Converse outlet in w-burg i bought 5 diff pairs of brightly colored shoestrings, some fat, some skinny. i got excited cuz i cant find those colors ANYWHERE. then i got some sk8-hi's with the flying pigs on em at the Vans outlet for only... $19.95. =D =D and i got some more cute stuff at forever21 when we stopped by Macarthur on the way home.

"photoshoot" tomorrow!

moving to college in 19 days.............

today marks one year of being single (officially).

it's so crazy.

going back to my blogs from Feb. 7, 200FIVE and the days/months following...... it's really interesting to look back on life-changing things like that and how you've changed and grown since then..... really really interesting.

in retrospect, I'm glad to say i'm all right and that everything everybody told me proved true. it really did take a long time to heal. but luckily time goes on.... life goes on..... people move on..... i'm very satisfied to say everything's all right now. I'm happy, he's happy with his new girl, there are no hard feelings....... for the most part.......
i just would like some kind of final closure. that way everything really WILL be okay.

:]
( "love" by musiq soulchild is playing on shuffle on my iTunes as I'm writing this right now.... this was my song for the boy in question. how weird.)

okay for the sake of the people who are still on Xanga.....

don't worry everything is fine :D
myspace is sucking me in, successfully
I visited the Philippines for Christmas and New Years for the first time in 8 years and it was the best thing that has happened to me in a while.
I got accepted to VCU [virginia commonwealth university.... my number one IN-STATE college... actually my ONLY number one because anywhere else outside of VA would be too fucking expensive ] for Fashion Merchandising... and i am excited out of my MIND!
boys? uhh..... yes. HA.
and right now the biggest things going on right now are just trying to get my grades up for this LAST SEMESTER OF MY HIGH SCHOOL CAREER, putting together the fashion marketing fashion show which will be the day after Valentine's Day..... saving up money for a bunch of crap... blah blah blah....... oh and most importantly, I turn 18 on Friday, March 10th, 2006.

rules of the game: post five weird and random facts about yourself. at the end, list the names of five people who are next in line to do this. . .

thanks Danneth.

here goes....

one- I hate ice in my drinks. the only exception is water. Anything else.... neeeeope. Ice really dilutes the flavor and makes the soda super flat.

two- on weekends/in the summer, on late late late late late nights sometimes I fall asleep without getting ready for bed or taking my makeup off or my taking my contacts out. grosss

three - I love spinach and mushroom pizza. mmmm. Onions too.

four - I am a really deep sleeper. when I go to bed, if I put my cell under my pillow and put it on Vibrate AND Ring, and it goes off, I will not feel it or hear it.

five- I wear my jeans at least two times before washing them. ahh!

Melissa Tan, Cassaundra, Michelle (like_totallyyy), Bianca, and Jeanine... u have been tagged.

I want to get a tattoo. yesterday I went with Antwein to get his. He only decided on it two two days before... but he'd been wanting one since he turned 18 (a year & a half ago). it was pretty sweeeeeeeeet. he told me it stung though. blehhhh
but I'm excited. I don't know what I'd get or where I'd put it........... !?!!!????!?!

I can't wait till Friday March 10, 2006.